Eh

Really haven't been much going on but I feel like such a slacker letting so much time go between posts.

I guess the only thing that has really been happening is that I'm trying to get my life straight and get the things I need into it.

This past week I met a new group of friends. I joined a group of women who get together twice a month to chat and have some fun. So far everyone seems like they aren't psychotic so its got that going for it. so as of right now I plan on continuing in the group and going to the next event. I'm going to really ease into this and make sure that everyone really is not off their rocker. So I guess we shall see.

Ready for the Sunny Side

I'm ready for the sunny side of everything. I've decided to sort of make my own sun and just sort of roll with the flow of all things coming at me. I'm so ready for everything to take off from here. i spend so much energy worrying about whether or not my move was the right choice that I keep forgetting to really try and make my life here. What I know for sure is that when I was back in my old stomping grounds I was not happy to be there I wanted to get back to hometown turf ASAP. So clearly this is right for me. I feel myself getting more and more grounded and back to where I was when I first moved down here months ago.

Instead of dragging myself I'm really making an effort to start making my life here for real. I have an interview at an agency on Tuesday which sounds promising. I've been taking classes on starting your own business which has been big time moving me to get this thing off the ground. And I decided that once I get job and get my cousin to load our Vegas pictures on the computer (I looked H-O-T in Vegas) I would again join an online dating site.

I know part of the reason I feel so down is that I don't have much going on in terms of a social existance and I need to create it. I even joined a young woman's social club which I swore off in NY. My Aunt talked me into it she told me maybe NY just attracted more neurotic nut jobs then my hometown would. I guess we will see.

Expunging

I went ahead and deleted some very negative posts. The more I thought about it the more I realized I was giving too much energy to things that did not deserve so much energy. I also think that my concussion caused some thought process problems. Going forward I intend to not allow bad people to put their negative mojo into my thoughts.

Who Are You???

Who are you fair readers? I get my weekly summary telling me how many people visit my blog and from where they have come. Wow. Sweden? Moscow? India? Seriously? Thats nuts!

When I started this little written dog and pony show I never really imagined that anyone would actually read anything that I wrote. It amazes me that my "weekly visitor" numbers get higher and higher week after week.

Thank you for all reading. Please take a moment and leave a comment. Let me know where your from, what you like about this, what you hate, whatever. Just let me know that someone has a pulse on the other end of this thign.

Thankful

This past Thursday I went to visit where I used to live in order to see the very, very funny Kathy Griffin. I had been excited about this little visit but also a little worried. I had been wondering if I had made a mistake in moving back to my hometown, things just didn't seem the way I had expected them to be. I was wondering if it would feel good to be back in my ol stomping ground around people that I miss and love.

Well fair readers, I could not wait to get my ass out of dodge. The next morning could not come soon enough so I could get on the road and back to my life here in my hometown. I was ITCHING to get out. It was as if the universe said "really...so you think you made a mistake well let's remind you WHY you left and what you hated". OH, it just didn't feel good to be there at all.

I'm so glad that this situation presented itself. It has made me much more appreciative of the little life I have going on in my hometown. Sure, its not as action packed but I need that right now in my life. I would much rather chill with my family then chill with a bunch of friends. It's like my soul needs to be recharged and I need to be soothed and my ol stomping ground just could not do that for me.

I'm so pleased for the experience that I just had. It had really made me feel so happy to be where I am and that things are really going the way they should. Sure, I'm not where I thought I am but is that really such a bad thing? I don't really so. I think the universe is providing for me in so many ways that I just need to be thankful for anything that gets thrown my way.