Ready for the Sunny Side

I'm ready for the sunny side of everything. I've decided to sort of make my own sun and just sort of roll with the flow of all things coming at me. I'm so ready for everything to take off from here. i spend so much energy worrying about whether or not my move was the right choice that I keep forgetting to really try and make my life here. What I know for sure is that when I was back in my old stomping grounds I was not happy to be there I wanted to get back to hometown turf ASAP. So clearly this is right for me. I feel myself getting more and more grounded and back to where I was when I first moved down here months ago.

Instead of dragging myself I'm really making an effort to start making my life here for real. I have an interview at an agency on Tuesday which sounds promising. I've been taking classes on starting your own business which has been big time moving me to get this thing off the ground. And I decided that once I get job and get my cousin to load our Vegas pictures on the computer (I looked H-O-T in Vegas) I would again join an online dating site.

I know part of the reason I feel so down is that I don't have much going on in terms of a social existance and I need to create it. I even joined a young woman's social club which I swore off in NY. My Aunt talked me into it she told me maybe NY just attracted more neurotic nut jobs then my hometown would. I guess we will see.