Mental Blocks

I feel stuck on what to write lately. This has really sprung from tapping into my creative reserves to start to work on my business. Yeah, the business. We have not all spoken about that. Well my Aunt and I have talked for years about starting a business. We believe that we ideas that are really different from what's out on the market currently and we think we are going to do pretty damn well.

What is the business you may be asking yourself....well that I'm not entirely comfortable talking about until its all up and running. But let's say that it is taking a lot of my creative energy. To the point that I have found myself completely on empty all week long. Every attempt at inspiration has been in vain. It feels as if nothing will lift this block in my brain. It may be because I'm now faced with some of the more difficult aspects of the business but that does not really explain my inability to do anything creative.

To top it off its making me feel insanely frustrated. Well this creative block and the fact that everything I've planned in the last few weeks has shot straight to hell, but I think that has more to do with the annoying occurence of Mercury going retrograde. (On a completely related note to things going crappy, I have to say that if you are in Atlantic City, NJ on a weekend do not even bother going to the hip, kitschy, cool restaurant The Continental at the Pier Shoppes in Caesars. Let's just say that they are fat, argumentative liars and only serve brunch until dinnertime....yeah I'd say that almost ruined my belated birthday lunch....on the flipside Thank you Buddakan for a beautiful meal and delicious desserts. I highly recommend Buddakan over The Continental).

So maybe I'm just being hard on myself. When I first started working on this business I was churning out a lot. A LOT. My brain was just dumping out all of these ideas and beautiful words and now its slowed down and practically stopped. Maybe its just a flow, like how sometimes the tide is in and other times its out. I guess my tide is just out right now and eventually it will come pouring back in.