It's About Damn Time, Part Deux

Last night I went out and spent some time with Boyfriend playing Cornhole with him and his co-workers. What? Get your minds out of the gutters people this is good clean wholesome family for young and old alike. Okay, its just a giant wood platform with a hole in the middle and you get drunk and throw bean bags at the board and try to land it in the hole. It is highly addictive and if you want to bring out peoples violent competitive streaks then yes bring this game along.

The night was quite fun and everyone got quite drunk. I got so drunk in fact I had to crash at Boyfriends - don't worry kids I slept in seperate room and a seperate bed from him well at least until we both woke up at an ungodly hour and were both wide awake. We spent the next three hours just talking and I would not have had it any other way. When I think about what I miss with Boyfriend its the time spent together and its talking to him everyday about nothing. I absolutely love conversation with this man we always have something to say to one another and we always have the weirdest and most interesting conversations. It really hit me last night that he actually is my friend. That to me is so huge. I can't even explain how big that it is to me. We actually are friends and friends before anything else. I think if the whole concept of a romantic relationship washed away from us we would be left with the most insanely solid foundation of a friendship. My care and love for Boyfriend stems from friendship more then it does from the romantic. Not to say that there is not that certain connection there between us because there most certainly is, its just that I feel our relationship has to be built on friendship and I think that is what all of this time apart has served to show me. That without really and truly knowing one another a relationship is nothing and its easy for it to fall apart. When its built on a strong foundation it can last a thousand storms, you know? Maybe I'm waxing a bit too poetic for a girl still in limbo and calling him Boyfriend instead of Boyfriend but its just what I'm feeling is right.

I just cannot get over how absolutely right it feels when I spend time with him.