Time Keeps On Slipping

I can't believe I am closing in on my last few weeks in my city. There is so much to be done and it just seems never ending. Today I was finally able to drag a bunch of stuff out to donate but now I've realized I still have more to get rid of. I swear how does one acumulate so much crap? You would think I've never gotten rid of anything in my entire life. Now I just want it all gone. I want to start anew and feel like everything is really perfect and really how I want it. Looking around my apartment I can't wait to leave. This place is embarassing I never fixed it up because it always seemed like I was going to move then when I accepted I was settled I never wanted to bring in anything nice since any nice thing I brought into the house my roommate would immediately ruin it unapologetically.

Plus I feel so different since coming back from Vegas. I don't know what it is. I think that maybe my trip to Vegas was so full of possibilities and I feel so satisfied after that experience. I typically feel really let down after my trips but I just loved being in Vegas. I really feel changed somehow. I wish I could put my finger on it because it feels annoying. I feel like a new person. Maybe it was just renewing? I feel a little like I did after I have my energy work done. I feel as if all worry I had before my trip has completely dissipated. I'm not worried about anything. Nothing. Its like that action no longer can exist in my world. I feel that nothing is in front of my other then limitless possibilites. I feel like I really am liviing the zen saying "leap and the net will appear"