Grrr....

So at this point I don't know what to think. Einstein went to Argentina to see the hippy girlfriend. He supposedly returned to the good ol' US of A over the weekend and I have not heard a peep from him. Granted, I haven't heard a peep from him in nearly a month but still, I just thought he was trying to figure out this whole Argentinan girlfriend vs. me situation. I was more then willing to be patient and give it time. Now, I just feel fed up and completely pissed.

He started all of this. Actions are not without consequence. Why is it that people feel the need to never communicate about what is going in with them? Do men not realize that when they do this we get hurt. If all he wanted to do was just hang out thats all he needed to say and then I would have known with 100% certainity to not get myself attached to him. But since he left everything up in the air I left myself get attached.

I don't even know if I was to pursue things with Einstein any more. I just want answers. That's it. Why the hell did you start this? You are aware I have feelings, correct?

One of my girlfriends suggested giving him a week to get back to me post trip. Okay, fine I'll do that. But it just seems stupid that I have to bow down and wait longer for him. I've done plenty of waiting at this point. He needs to sack up and let me know where the hell I stand.

I thought that we could at least be friends. Hell when we went out that first time I thought we were going out as friends. All I was looking for was a friendship and he got me caught up in something else.

Stupid guys.